i'll just pretend...
Things aren't going smoothly but you gave me a chance, i can't expect much of you because of the things i've done. But still, i'm still living in the world of wilderness. I tried really very hard, but still have you ever considered my feelings as well ? The things you say to me and the things you talked, the attitude and everything, have you considered that i'm still a human as well ? I'm not as cold blooded as it seemed to be. If i'm cold hearted, i wouldn't have considered and cared for you feelings and kept saying sorry. I'm quite disappointed in myself , as well as you . You feel this way, you feel that way.. Have you ever think that i feel this and feel that way too ? I understand the situation that you're the victim and everything, but still i'm already very apologetic and what do you still want me to do ? The way you talk to me so cold, and still telling me don't expect too much from you. I won't expect too much from you because i myself is at fault. Seeing you changing password and everything, i feel so unimportant and i feel that you don't bother how i feel either, accepting other guys, have you ever think of how i feel also ? I don't know what do you still want from me... I'm very very devastated too, who would exactly be there for me when i fall ? I'll just pretend nothing happened everyday and kept living the live as if i don't know about anything...
i'll just pretend...
