i love you, but do you?
Having easier said than done, freedom, i understand everyone needs it, i believe that everyone needs freedom when being with your partner. Of course, but still, in order for you to gain freedom, you need to have trust for the other partner, thats why you give them freedom, if something is amiss, you would definitely will find out what exactly went wrong and what is this thing keep making you wonder. Honestly, i feel so unsecured, because of all your friends, most of them are guys, what will happen if they take the initiative to talk to you? Adding friends, of course you got this freedom too. But, are you adding the correct person? Or the person whom you doesn't know ? It is very hard to believe, and you can't blame the person for doubting you and stuffs, because of who you add. Unsecured love i would really say, but still, i kept quiet about it. You want freedom, you have it , as long as you doesn't do things which let me down. Hiding your recent activity speaks of how careful you are ? I guess, and what would you expect me to think of except negativity thoughts ? I don't know how i exactly feel right now and still i don't wanna hold you tight either, because you need some personal space right ? Then prove to me that i give you freedom not because of you requested to but also to make sure you don't let me down, then i'll really feel secure in this relationship. I can see you really did change for the better, but this "better" freaks me out. Or am i too paranoid and thinking too much about it ?
i love you, but do you?
